The dust in our house

You been away a long time that

Our home got dusty…

There is dust all through this house

From all the years you been gone

And there is dust in the kitchen

From all the food that went to rot

Cover your mouth

There is dust in the tub

From all the years you didn’t bathe

And there is dust on the clock

From all the years that time stopped

Oh you don’t know

There is even dust in the sheets

From all the years you didn’t sleep

And there is dust in the windows

From all the years the sun didn’t rise

For a heart broke a thousand times

Before I let the sun shine

So if you must

Come in and dust

But just know

No matter how good you clean

You can never truly get rid of the dust in our house

Ph.D

gotta be the first boy in

that’s me

never late

no, never, couldn’t be me?

cuz I want to be better than what you see me

make me out to be

always dissing me

cuz you got a Ph.D

Ph.D?

more like STD

stereotype dick

fucking the cool out of everybody

spreading labels 

chicks with feathers

hippies

guys like me

hipsters

cuz we shop at outfitters

but you’re just a bitter

know it all bitch

fucking book smart bitch

but I’m fucking street smart bitch

and I know these fucking streets

like day and night

while you are only ever here by light

but bitch step into the shadows

and let’s see how smart you are

let’s see you write on walls

tell them ghetto boys how hardcore you are

call them hipsters

call them hippies

wanna see them get pissy?

piss on you

fuck you too

gang bang

ying yang 

all the way to china town

take out bag

truck stop

body parts

fucking bitch is dead by brunch  

but gotta be the first boy in

that’s me

never late

no, never, couldn’t be me?

Ph.D

Alternate ending

Just another day

In a peaceful place

Where the sky doesn’t rain

Until you have a bad day

Well I had a bad day

Maybe one too many days

And now I’m stuck in a hallway

Cause it started to rain  

A once bright lit way

Now is a dark dim cage

You want out

And I want out

But that’s not a way

You can say your part

Maybe apology with heart

Until your heart stops

Then you say

My sweet angel

What have you done?

And I say

Everyone has an alternate ending

And this was mine

Run with it

I used to know a girl

Just a little pretty girl

With brown hair and brown eyes

She used to say things like hi and you look fine

One day she told me a lie

She told me she loved me and didn’t know why

Then she ran off with a guy and told me goodbye

With a tear in her eye she said tell someone a lie

Just a little white lie

One that couldn’t hurt a fly

Just smile and have fun with it

Now run with it

And don’t say a goodbye

So I told you a lie

Just a little white lie

One that couldn’t hurt a fly

So small and unimportant you didn’t even notice it go by

Day after day you were more and more in a daze

Wrapped around my little white lie

It will make you want to die if you ever knew the truth

So I lie and I lie until your life was a big lie

And just when you thought I was a nice guy

Just a nice guy with brown hair and brown eyes

I tell you a lie

I ran with it

I stretch it out as far as I could

Stretched it over you, under you, around you, until the lie was you

I was the lie and you were the truth

And then she said goodbye to you.