Fallen

Everything is fine, everything is perfect. I love the way you always laugh at every mistake I make. Every wrong turn I take is another high step you make. By the ladder you are the highest majesty parading around in your golden throne, looking down at those who’ve dug themselves in holes. No one can hold a card to your name, yet every card you hold has the power to destroy. You win the game and win the war while I lose and die silently because I don’t have a voice around your golden words. But for once I want to see you fail at life. I want to see you fall from grace and be ashamed of the choices you made. I want to cut your wings and break your halo. I want to condemn you to hell so I can see you burn. I want to cut your throat so I won’t hurt. I want to be able to write you off as a failure in life and then laugh. I want to scream to the world that you have fallen from grace and that I have been promoted to god. Everything is not fine and nothing is perfect for I have fallen and you have ascended.  

Manson’s Deception

For twenty-six years I held my position

High and mighty above the rest

 Time after time I withstood the test

God made me his Angel

To preach his words

And down I went to earth

To tell you it hurts to be unfaithful

But you said no one will die

If you lie for a day

As long as I don’t say

His name in vain

You’ll be okay

Well when I tried to fly

Back to heaven

My wings tore

I fell to earth

I am Angel no more

I thought you’d catch me

But you didn’t

And I kept falling

Until I reached the bottom

Down here I always mourn

I grew horns

Now I am the ruler

Of the underworld

My Life in Fiction

When I think of you

I think of all the books I ever read

You are Hermione but I marry Ginny 

I am Jacob but you choose Edward

I don’t want to know our fate in The Hunger Games

But somehow I know it will be the same

Will we ever end up together?

Will we ever see each other again?

I don’t want to know how this story ends

But the words come right out of the page

I see you at the reaping

You take your sisters place

You are the girl on fire

And my name is Gale

You will fight until the end

And I will betray you once again

But could you find forgiveness in your heart

For a man that caused you so much pain

I swear I’d rip out all the pages

If it would change the end

And I swear I’d change my ways

If it would change our fate

But the books I read are all the same

They remind me of you

And how we never do

End up together

I know my written fate

And it’s not with you.

What became

What became of me

That’s what they say

When I don’t show my face

What became of his words

So passionate and inspiring

left in a burning diary 

Had I talent, had I not

My mind was sublime

But now drugs and depression

Makes a sudden repression

The return of the broken heart

A year of silence

A year of nothing

Empty inside my mind

Empty inside my heart

People say time heals everything 

Well enter reprise of my broken heart

I strike the keyboard like a piano

I sing the words like an opera

This is the return of my broken heart

I am a fat lady singing inside

I’ve held onto these notes for too long

It’s time to set them free

It’s time to tell my stories

Tonight I break my silence

Tonight you hear my broken heart

Dethroned: The Bloodline II

The wounds of yesterday are now healed and that once corrupted blood is gone. Alliances are declared, brothers unite, and the world is finally at peace. But tranquility is only a matter of seconds in a world of chaos. In the years of silence something wicked had been growing in the shadows of the west; a type of evil that defies the very laws of God. An uneducated women whoring around and claiming she is the holy heir. Oh what a disgrace you have become sister! You were the princess of Rome, heir to the throne, the chaste moral compass of the whole world!! But you have left the bloodline and now girls, boys, men, and women have become whores!!!  

My blood has done me wrong! An heir was conceived on the notion of deception and then proclaimed in the name of faith! But faith doesn’t come from treachery! How dare you claim you are on a path of righteousness when the seven deadly sins precede you! You have fallen from my good grace and you are no longer a sister of mine! I held you to the highest extent, you were arm and arm with God and now you dwell in the pits of hell. Not even God can save you from my fury because I have condemned you to death! You have been dethroned! You are no longer the princess of Rome, heir to the throne, or the chaste moral compass of the world. 

The time has come again for war! You were once a moral figure of virtue and grace but not even with all of your education could you resist the temptations of the devil. You couldn’t break free of the insidious lust that fell upon you! You betrayed your own mother to spawn your own devil! But I’ve had enough of your unholy sacraments! You have cast shame to thy name and infested your own blood with filth! And you have abandoned your kingdom as you have abandoned the bloodline! You abandoned God! And to that no mercy shall be given! We shall burn you like the witch that you have become! With holy water on your head, you shall melt a most crucial death!  You were once the princess of Rome, heir to the throne, the chaste moral compass of the world! But now you have been dethroned!